muddy—cult:

amai-chan-is-random:

I’m not quite SO strong that I can stand up straight and say I”m proud of my abusive past ^^;; I’ll get there one day though…and I cry…when I’m alone…

I don’t mean you can talk about it to everyone around. No, talk to people you trust, it isn’t everyone’s business….

 *sighs* I don’t know why it keeps cutting off what you’re saying…

I did talk about it to people I trust…but they often forget and act like I’m not going to get hurt slightly on the inside everytime they crack a joke about being raped, being a cutter, or incest ^^;; And that’s why I exploded on the internet….I don’t like real people…they can physically hurt you…on the inteernet you can just block the rude, nasty, and mean ones…you can’t do that in real life